The next morning, I woke up dreading the thought of facing Jay again. The memory of last night’s embarrassing encounter was still fresh in my mind, and I was determined to avoid any more awkward moments. I decided to dress casually—no tight dress, no heels, just plain and simple clothes to avoid attracting any attention. I opted for a loose-fitting blouse and a pair of comfortable jeans, hoping to blend into the background. I arrived at the office earlier than usual, just like James. The office was quiet, the hum of the air conditioning the only sound as I settled into my desk. I hoped that by the time everyone else arrived, I’d be deep into the project and too busy to interact with anyone. I wanted to be invisible and avoid any eye contact, especially with Jay. As I set up my workstation, I kept my head down, focusing on the tasks at hand. I organized my notes, reviewed the project details, and started drafting an outline. The minutes ticked by, and I felt a sense of relief as I immersed myself in work. Eventually, I heard the familiar sounds of the office coming to life—the distant chatter of colleagues, the ringing of phones, and the occasional burst of laughter. I kept my gaze fixed on my computer screen, determined not to look up.

Everything was going according to plan. I saw Jay come in out of the corner of my eye. He walked past my desk, saying, “Morning,” with a casual wave.

“Morning,” I replied, keeping my voice steady and my eyes glued to my screen.

He continued on his way, and I allowed myself a small sigh of relief. For a brief moment, I noticed his light blue button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up, and how his jeans fit snugly. I quickly redirected my focus back to my work, determined not to let my mind wander. By lunchtime, I felt confident that I had successfully avoided any awkward encounters. I waited until the office had quieted down, then decided it was safe to go to the kitchen and warm up some food. I got up and made my way there, my mind preoccupied with thoughts of the project.

Distracted and stressed about avoiding interaction—especially with Jay, who usually kept his sandwich in the fridge until lunch—I forgot that the container I was using to warm up my food might cause a disaster. As I placed my leftover spaghetti in the microwave and set the timer, my mind was racing with thoughts of how to navigate the rest of the day without further embarrassment. I stared blankly at the microwave, my heart pounding as I replayed last night’s events in my head. Suddenly, I remembered that the container I was using wasn’t microwave-safe. Panic set in, and I dashed forward to stop the microwave before anything could go wrong. Just as I reached for the microwave door, I heard footsteps behind me. I turned to see Jay stepping into the kitchen, a friendly smile on his face. “Hey, I was just coming to grab my sandwich,” he said casually. At that exact moment, the microwave erupted with a loud pop, and the door flew open. The spaghetti exploded, splattering marinara sauce and noodles everywhere. Jay’s perfectly ironed shirt, his face, and the entire kitchen were covered in the mess. It was a total disaster. I froze, unable to move, think, or breathe. My mind went blank as I stood there, horrified by the chaos I had caused. Jay wiped a glob of sauce from his cheek, his eyes wide with surprise. I could feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment, and all I wanted to do was run to Andrea in HR and beg her to fire me.

“Oh my God, Jay, I’m so sorry!” I finally managed to stammer. “I didn’t mean for this to happen.”

Jay looked down at his shirt, now a canvas of red sauce and spaghetti, and then back at me. To my surprise, a smile began to spread across his face. “Well, this is definitely a first,” he said, chuckling. “Looks like lunch came to me instead.”

I couldn’t believe he was taking it so well. “I’m really sorry,” I repeated, feeling utterly mortified. “Let me help you clean up.”

“It’s okay, really,” Jay said, still smiling. “Accidents happen. Besides, it’s not the first time I’ve had a food-related mishap. I usually keep a couple of spare shirts for days like this.”

As if to prove his point, he started unbuttoning his shirt, revealing a chiseled six-pack beneath. My eyes widened, and I quickly averted my gaze, feeling even more flustered. “Oh, um, okay,” I muttered, not sure where to look. Jay laughed, seemingly amused by my discomfort. “Hey, it’s no big deal. Just give me a minute to change, and we can tackle this mess together.”

As he stepped out of the kitchen to grab a spare shirt from his desk, I felt a wave of mixed emotions—relief that he wasn’t angry, embarrassment over the entire situation, and an undeniable attraction to him that I couldn’t ignore. When Jay returned, now wearing a fresh shirt, he handed me a roll of paper towels. “Ready to clean up our masterpiece?” he asked with a grin.

I laughed despite myself. “Yeah, let’s do it.”

As we worked together to clean up the kitchen, I couldn’t help but feel a strange sense of camaraderie with Jay. Despite the disaster, his easygoing attitude and willingness to laugh it off made the situation more bearable. And as we finished mopping up the last of the sauce, I realized that maybe, just maybe, these embarrassing moments were bringing us closer together in ways I hadn’t expected.

But I was terrified. How many more embarrassing moments could I go through with him witnessing them? My mind raced, each thought more mortifying than the last. Every single clumsy, awkward incident seemed to play on a loop in my head, reminding me of how often I seemed to stumble in his presence. Oh God, what a mess.

I imagined Jay recounting the series of unfortunate events to our colleagues, or worse, laughing about them over drinks with his friends. My cheeks burned at the thought. It was as if every embarrassing moment I had ever experienced was condensed into these few days with Jay. How much more could I take before I completely lost my composure? Would he see me as nothing more than a walking disaster zone, a source of endless amusement? The fear of another slip-up made my stomach churn. I worried that each interaction, each passing moment, held the potential for another cringe-worthy episode. Whether it was tripping over my own feet, spilling coffee, or another microwave mishap, the possibilities seemed endless. My imagination ran wild, picturing scenarios where I would humiliate myself in new and creative ways. And yet, amidst the terror, there was an underlying hope. Jay’s relaxed attitude and willingness to laugh off the mess provided a glimmer of comfort. Maybe he didn’t see me as a disaster. Maybe, just maybe, he saw past the clumsiness and found something endearing in my awkwardness. Still, the fear lingered. How many more embarrassing moments could I endure? How many more times would I find myself standing red-faced and stammering in front of him? I took a deep breath, trying to steady my nerves, but the uncertainty remained.

Oh God, what a mess.

As we finished mopping up the last of the sauce, I realized my lunch was completely ruined. My stomach growled loudly, betraying my hunger. Jay, noticing my predicament, looked at me with a playful grin.

“So, it looks like your lunch is a goner,” he said, wiping his hands on a paper towel. “How about I make it up to you and take you out for lunch instead?”

Panic set in. My mind raced with questions. What should I say? What should I do? Accepting his offer meant more time with him, which seemed both thrilling and terrifying given my track record of embarrassing moments.

“Um, I…,” I stammered, trying to collect my thoughts. “Are you sure? I mean, after all this mess?”

Jay laughed softly. “Of course. Accidents happen all the time.”

My heart pounded in my chest. This was a chance to spend time with him outside of work, and to get to know him better. Despite the anxiety bubbling up inside me, there was a part of me that didn’t want to pass up the opportunity.

“Okay,” I finally said, a nervous smile forming on my lips. “Lunch sounds great.”

“Great!” Jay said, his smile widening. “Let me just grab my wallet, and we can head out.”

As he walked to his desk, I took a deep breath, trying to calm my nerves. This could be a disaster or a chance to turn things around. Either way, it was happening. And with that thought, I felt a mixture of excitement and dread. What was the worst that could happen? Or better yet, what was the best? Only one way to find out.

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